Today's Text

What a way to start the New Year off.

His text: Well it started w/ me n you. you came for a visit in wanted to see your friends and ask if i could take you to see them. i took you to see them and all but they wanted to throw u a welcome back party. i was also invited to go too, but for some reason that night when the party started, u weren't w/ me. somebody else was n she drank to the point where she blacked out already. then i got dragged by her to the bedroom, by the time i notice who she was, i spotted you. the person that dragged me was *** and she said that she needed to confirm somethings w/ me. next thing you know she began to kiss me n said, let's have some fun 1st b4 she asks me any questions. she strip down naked n i was like damn but other than that i asked her what was it that she wanted to confirm w/ me. she just continued on, then picked up a blanket n cover her up n told her when she is ready to confirm whatever she needed to confirm w/ me then find me. but she wouldn't let me go til she had fun w/ me. i just kissed her even tho my rock wanted to, the thought of you was in my mind n she is your friend. i couldn't ruin your friendship. i just ate her down there to satisfy her but she wanted more than that, so she pulled down my pants and said shove that in me.

My response: u're hopeless. u're willing to give it to her no matter how bad she wants it. you even ate her. you should've just turned around b/c you said you're faithful. although it was just a dream, the people in the dreams are the people we want to be and can't be. u're a disappointment.

i didn't actually give up, i pulled her up n said that this doesn't feel right. she was like come on just once. the thought of you wouldn't allow me to pursue her. Even though i ate her only, i cuoldn't have sex w/ her. then i told her, i love amee more than anything, i don't want to hurt her, not like this. Especially w/ her friend. she'll hate me if she found out that we had sex. then again i asked her what did she wanted to confirm with me and she finally asked so u 2 have forgiven each other for the mistakes in the past?

My response: ugh, nvm. go on.

I responded yes but our feelings bonded w/ each other r even more stronger. i must go and find u, because i feel as if i needed to make sure u hear this incident from me n not from her so it's not a misunderstanding. so i left the room n found u w/ ur girls. i ask if we can step outside somewhere for the moment but we'll be back if u want to stay after i tell you something. i figure that if i told you myself, u'll be upset for the moment as long as i didn't give up n have sex w/ her. i held u close to me and explain what happened inside. u wanted to ask *** what happened but i didn't let u because i didn't want you to lose a friend that night. i asked if u wanna leave so i can take you somewhere to make up for the time i wasn't w/ u. u said that u don't' want to be there any longer so you went inside and said that you had to go, i just went along w/ u. then we left, u asked me "where are you gonna take me?" i just said somewhere u can eat even this late. so you figured that i'm taking you to denny's. i let you order anything you want no matter the price so u order quite enough for the both of us. u fill the table w/ 2 meals n desserts n i only order the grand slam. instead of sitting across, i move n sat next to you. i said, "bby, u are the most important thing in my life. i don't' want to be the one to hurt you. i want to be the one to comfort you in sooth your pain n mind. i want to protect you because you are precious to me. i love you and want to be with you til the end. you are more valuable than money and gold combined. i wouldn't want to trade you for anything else in the world b/c w/ u, i already have everything i wanted. I love you."

This just sounds ridiculous. Yes a dream is just a dream but he still went for it! I'm so disappointed! I'm gonna get crunk so Peace out readers. :D

Start of something new....

Maybe I should something new for the welcome of 2010!! I don't know what I should do, any ideas??

Have you heard of AJ Rafael's "She was Mine"? OMGee. It's so catchy. I love it, you should myspace/youtube it. Got a new song called "Rain" by Anjulie. It's how I'm feeling right now about relationships. Check it out at myspace.com/ameeyvang

I watched "My Sister's Keeper" my last night and I think I cried so much during the movie. It's just so touching and since my father recently passed away this year, it made me think just how much my mom was probably feeling. My mother was Cameron Diaz and we were just bystanders watching her go to crazy lengths to make my father better when he knew he just wanted to leave peacefully. I miss him.

So guess what, Lexa and I are gonna be living in St.Cloud for this spring semester and we just signed a lease for an apartment today. Excited that we'll be closer to campus but it's gonna be so hard since it's only Lexa and I that are gonna be staying there. Hopefully we can make friends and probably have some stay with us. The apartment has two bedrooms and a very long bathroom. It'll be fun and interesting. Let's see what next year will take us.

Have a great day readers! :)

About 2 more weeks!

Til I start school at St.Cloud State! I'm so siked. I gotta get into the mood of waking up late and going to school. Not going to school for a semester has given me a lot of time and now I won't have any, ha!

Today I watched "Julie & Julia" and I loved it. It was a good movie. The food looked delicious and the actors in it did a brilliant job! I also watched "Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snoggings". I like the original title from the book. The book is called "Angus, Thongs, and Full-frontal Snoggings". That's just so much funnier. I thought the actors were alright. The movie was so childish. I don't remember being or acting that boy crazy when I was only 14! Jeez, It was totally weird but the vocabulary they use is so funny. Overall, I liked both movies but since I'm an "adult" I prefer to watch "Julie & Julia" :D

Merry Christmas EVERYONE!

Opening Presents on Christmas Eve and Christmas. Making snowmen too. Happy Birthday Lord Jesus Christ!

BREAKING NEWS: Just got a tat

Oh and I finished The Rules of Hearts. It was much better than Empress of the World and there was so much more drama. Loved it.