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Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Accepting 2012 and going onto 2013
It's been about 3 months since I've written on this blog. Life does take you by the horns and tries to make you do things that take away so much time. I think there are so many blessings and mishaps that happened this year for everything has a purpose of course. So let me just write a few things that have definitely changed my life.
Looking back at a few of my post, there were a few things I was going through with my past relationship. At the time, the man was trying to win back my heart although I was stubborn. Very stubborn, in deed. I seemed careless of his feelings and his hurt emotions but he sure did twist up things in the summer. He definitely showed me that love wasn't suppose to be hurtful and that I should be nice for once. I definitely reflected on the habit I've fallen into with him and noticed that I was being really childish and selfish. I need something more to heal me and teach me to love and that's where I found my faith with God deeper.
This past summer I was hoping to attend Standing Stones camp but I came up short with finances but with God's help, I was able to attend and get baptized. This is such a big part of my faith to get baptized and becoming a part of God's bigger family is just amazing. I'm able to have more by allowing God to guide me and make me reborn with Christ. It was beautiful.
At camp I met someone I kinda never thought would go for me. I was going through a hard time after leaving my past relationship this year so I wasn't really hoping to hop into another one but it was kinda different. I think it was so relaxing and comforting to know that I was myself and try to find God in this new man, Neal. I mean we just went a few dates, no big deal, and then he suggested that we should see each other more often. I thought that it'd be cool to make new friends and what not so I went a long with it. Well he is something else. I constantly smile whenever he's around. I think a lot of people say it's only the first few months, but it's definitely more than beginnings. He definitely has the heart and mind of the man I hoped for. God surely does work in mysterious ways when we find Him with so much yearning.
School has started off great. I got to see and meet familiar faces and take charge of an organization that I hope to make it more awesome! Although is started off splendidly, it surely is ending on an off note. I have 4 finals to take and none seem to be as fun. I have 3 exams and one final paper to write. I really really need a break. Finances have been up the wah-zoo! I surely need a break from being a student and paying for so much stuff. I feel like money doesn't help me but suffocates me. I really wish there was no such thing as money because I am rich in all my other traits, especially being rich as God's daughter.
Laos/Thailand/malaysia to start the new year. Start new adventures to Neal. Start new expectations of and from my organization and school. AMEE YOU GOT THIS! :)
Looking back at a few of my post, there were a few things I was going through with my past relationship. At the time, the man was trying to win back my heart although I was stubborn. Very stubborn, in deed. I seemed careless of his feelings and his hurt emotions but he sure did twist up things in the summer. He definitely showed me that love wasn't suppose to be hurtful and that I should be nice for once. I definitely reflected on the habit I've fallen into with him and noticed that I was being really childish and selfish. I need something more to heal me and teach me to love and that's where I found my faith with God deeper.
This past summer I was hoping to attend Standing Stones camp but I came up short with finances but with God's help, I was able to attend and get baptized. This is such a big part of my faith to get baptized and becoming a part of God's bigger family is just amazing. I'm able to have more by allowing God to guide me and make me reborn with Christ. It was beautiful.
At camp I met someone I kinda never thought would go for me. I was going through a hard time after leaving my past relationship this year so I wasn't really hoping to hop into another one but it was kinda different. I think it was so relaxing and comforting to know that I was myself and try to find God in this new man, Neal. I mean we just went a few dates, no big deal, and then he suggested that we should see each other more often. I thought that it'd be cool to make new friends and what not so I went a long with it. Well he is something else. I constantly smile whenever he's around. I think a lot of people say it's only the first few months, but it's definitely more than beginnings. He definitely has the heart and mind of the man I hoped for. God surely does work in mysterious ways when we find Him with so much yearning.
School has started off great. I got to see and meet familiar faces and take charge of an organization that I hope to make it more awesome! Although is started off splendidly, it surely is ending on an off note. I have 4 finals to take and none seem to be as fun. I have 3 exams and one final paper to write. I really really need a break. Finances have been up the wah-zoo! I surely need a break from being a student and paying for so much stuff. I feel like money doesn't help me but suffocates me. I really wish there was no such thing as money because I am rich in all my other traits, especially being rich as God's daughter.
Laos/Thailand/malaysia to start the new year. Start new adventures to Neal. Start new expectations of and from my organization and school. AMEE YOU GOT THIS! :)
Monday, September 24, 2012
It's official!
ahh! :)
It's been a truly fun start Txawj Xav!! I can't believe it, we made it far. I believe God only has good things in store for us. To get us through whatever may come our way, we will be there to support and motivate each other. ♥
It's been a truly fun start Txawj Xav!! I can't believe it, we made it far. I believe God only has good things in store for us. To get us through whatever may come our way, we will be there to support and motivate each other. ♥
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Oh Hello!
I wish I could just stay active on this thing.
School is better than usual. I believe it's like this because I am constantly doing homework and keeping myself occupied with school work. I think that programming might be a little difficult at first, so I need to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. Oh man, homework was due and I couldn't get the program to work but eventually it did because I finally added the semicolon that needed to be there. That's so silly right?! :)
Fellowship amongst the other Hmong Baptist Churches in the cities is just so fun. The constant worship and learning about God's word is just so amazing. My weekends are a break from school and extra focus on you, Lord! :)
Whoever said working out was so fun! The energy and results are AHH-MAA-ZING! You feel this happiness and appreciation for pulling through another hard time with grace. I definitely pump up the Praise and Worship playlist on pandora while I'm running those miles.
Have you ever felt like the sun shines on you everyday? It's like having someone make you laugh and smile all day long. They make you smile like Sang-man (from Hello Ghost).
How can this heart move so fast? Is it okay to do so? Can I really accept what's coming my way? God, whatever you have in store for me, I am willing to accept. I just hope that you guide us both if we are going into this journey.
School is better than usual. I believe it's like this because I am constantly doing homework and keeping myself occupied with school work. I think that programming might be a little difficult at first, so I need to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. Oh man, homework was due and I couldn't get the program to work but eventually it did because I finally added the semicolon that needed to be there. That's so silly right?! :)
Fellowship amongst the other Hmong Baptist Churches in the cities is just so fun. The constant worship and learning about God's word is just so amazing. My weekends are a break from school and extra focus on you, Lord! :)
Whoever said working out was so fun! The energy and results are AHH-MAA-ZING! You feel this happiness and appreciation for pulling through another hard time with grace. I definitely pump up the Praise and Worship playlist on pandora while I'm running those miles.
Have you ever felt like the sun shines on you everyday? It's like having someone make you laugh and smile all day long. They make you smile like Sang-man (from Hello Ghost).
How can this heart move so fast? Is it okay to do so? Can I really accept what's coming my way? God, whatever you have in store for me, I am willing to accept. I just hope that you guide us both if we are going into this journey.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
I won't give up on US! - J. Mraz
I've been thinking a lot and I don't want us to stop talking to each other because we make each other smile a lot. Like more than I would have ever thought. Koj txawj xav kawg li os.
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