Seriously?

So the question about Xue and me getting serious has been asked.

I mean we are in a committed relationship to one another but I'm not ready for the next step. I like meeting his family and I like it when he comes over to meet some of my relatives(everyone lives in CA while I'm in MN) but I don't think I'm ready to think about marriage and who's gonna convert. If you're wondering why this came up, well he's in a family that is still practicing the traditional Hmong Culture whereas I am a Christian. I don’t want to feel that I have to convert because being a Hmong daughter-in-law I would have to regardless if I wanted to. I have to do that to “save face” of my parents and relatives (whether they are distant or not).

Regardless of that level or seriousness, I think that I’m more worried about making sure our long-distance relationship can last. I mean we see each other about once every other month or two months. That is a pretty long time but that gives us time to live our own life without feeling that you have to commit 24/7. I probably brought this up because sometimes, I just don’t feel like I’m being a “good” girlfriend to Xue because I barely have time for him during the day. The only time I really speak to him is before bed and we try to text throughout the day. I hate it, and I mean it with a passion, when he texts me and I’m so busy, either at work, school, or with HSO. I’m like, “Hello, get busy with something else because I am!!” I don’t know but that’s just how I feel.

So I think that about answers the question right?

Oh I need coffee...

I'm taking 16 credits this semester (about 6 classes) and I'm freaking out!! All these classes are for my MathEd major. On top of that I have HSO business all afternoon/evening on Wednesday.

Tis the season of giving

It's that time of the year to give wonderful gifts, whether they are handmade or a simple gift card to walmart. I can't wait to see Xue this Thursday! I hope there is no snow this whole week so he can safely get here. I can't wait to see my new netbook and listen to my CD that Xue made. I miss him.

Excited for November!

Xue's coming tomorrow and I can't keep still. Although we've been having a lot of arguments in the pass couple of days, we can make it through this weekend being together. I can't wait to see him! It feels like it's been forever since I've seen him. It has been about a month since I last saw him and I miss him so much!

He got his car running but I told him not to take any chances of his car dying on him on his way up to St.Cloud so he's taking the bus. :D I'll pick up him up in Minneapolis around 9pmish so that's going to be fun!


Aside from all this excited about Xue, I'm super thrilled that everything is a-okay so far for college day. Rehearsal for the skit is going great and it's going to be a funny and inspiring one! Dinner plans are mostly set and will be by the end of this week! Day group leaders and tour guides are always around so they can always get together to talk about ice breakers and activities! I just can't wait! :D

Rhythm of Love. :)